Day 3

Tired

Scared

Slowly I am fasting and drowning in a rerun of thought

the remote is out batteries

and I am too lazy to make the channel change myself

 

Will this ever get better?

Or will I

and this

stay stuck in neutral

Not good

Not bad

Just nowhere

Just beige

 

I want what’s missing

I just don’t know what color that is

so how can you get what you don’t know what you want

when you just know it’s not this

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  1. That’s what the fast is for, to find that missing color.

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